Happy New Year 2012

Just want to say ‘Happy New Year 2012 ‘ for all of you out there who still kind enough to spare some time here and read all the mumble jumbles.

‘big grin’

Please wake up

Honestly, it was hard for me to believe when I heard it from your other close friend, thought I got some clues earlier somehow I just can not believe it, I ignore those clues because I’m sure you will never do that. And then the investigation began. If at the end you think that I’m meddling too deep, I’ve got bunch of reasons to meddling your business

Because you are my combo….

November

When I woke up this morning, I listened to the rhytm of the falling rain outside my window. The sound of the water showered the avocado leaves and the scent of the water touch the soil out side breezed through my windows and embracing my senses. I opened my eyes and betrayed my logic this feeling assail me once more.

‘Soredemo ii soredemo ii to omoeru koi data |Modorenai to shittete mo tsunagatte ita kute | Hajimete konna kimochi ni natta | Tama ni shika au koto dekinaku natte | Kuchiyakusoku wa atarimae | Soredemo ii kara | Kanai mo shinai kono negai |Anata ga mata watashi wo suki ni naru |Sonna hakanai watashi no negai |Kyou mo anata ni aitai | Soredemo ii soredemo ii to omoeta koi data | Itsushika anata wa au koto sae kobande kite | Hitori ni naru to kangaete shimau |Ano toki watashi wasuretara yokatta no? |Demo kono namida ga kotae deshou? | Kokoro ni uso wa tsukenai | Kowai kurai oboete iru no anata no nioi ya shigusa ya subete wo | Okashii deshou? Sou itte waratte yo | Wakarete iru noni anata no koto bakari | Koi ga konnani kurushii nante koi ga konnani kanashii nante | Omowa nakatta no honki de anata wo omotte shitta | Kowai kurai oboete iru no anata no nioi ya shigusa ya subete wo | Okashii deshou? Sou itte waratte yo | Wakarete iru noni anata no koto bakari | Anata wa watashi no naka no wasurerarenu hito subete sasageta hito |Mou nido to modore nakute mo |Ima wa tada anata anata no koto dake de | Anata no koto bakari’
(HY – 366 nichi)

Ya benar, di antara tahun dan jarak yang terbentang saya masih saja merindukannya.
Cotomate, I’ll be alrite