Please wake up

Honestly, it was hard for me to believe when I heard it from your other close friend, thought I got some clues earlier somehow I just can not believe it, I ignore those clues because I’m sure you will never do that. And then the investigation began. If at the end you think that I’m meddling too deep, I’ve got bunch of reasons to meddling your business

Because you are my combo….

You are my first friend when the first time I arrived in that city of rain, do you ever remember when you suddenly popped out in the campuss and handed me that a huge doggy doll to make sure that I’m not feeling lonely for having my first birthday alone in Bogor.

Do you remember when a professor drag me into his office in the initiation period and introduce me as his daughter and allow the other of his friends in the lab to tell me what to do (yeah our class was famous for that chicken dance), errr… I really don’t know who is this crazy professor and why do I have to replace his daughter, I’m smucked when I know later that he is your father.

You are terrific partner in crime in our holiday’s class, we both realized how stupid we are for took the class and not enjoying the holiday. At that time we realized that we shouldn’t aim for score perfection, most we chose to keep enjoy our youth and keep our sanity during the campuss hectic schedule, that is the only summer class we have and yeah we do have the great time enjoying the holiday.

You are a very lazy roommate but with a very charming mom who always packed us with bunch of food every weekend, I suspect at that time your mom know that you are that lazy and trying to bribe me with those yummy home made macaroni schotel.

You are Chiko’s other mommy, who likes to wiggle above my bed and make sure Chiko jump onto my tummy every morning before he aim at you. And we both there, when we burry Chiko in your backyard, I was crying as my eyes turn out like a pinky cupcake your father just embrace me and tell me everything’s gonna be okay and somehow I just feel blessed to get to know you. You allow me to become a part of your family, treat me as a sister, and as another bonus I got additional parents and 3 brothers. We graduate, wearing the kebaya, konde and selop together and we cant stop laughing as we sneaking into the hall late with the costumes, I even remember that your father wearing his brettle like a Dutchman on that special day. You wearing your kebaya alone in the next graduation but I was there, standing behind your parents.

So much stories with you in the frames that hardly to forget eventhough we are walking in separated ways now.

I’m meddling like this, most because you’re like my sister, yeah our road is not as smooth as we always want to, we bump on the rocky road together, we grew up together and yes we do fight sometimes, a lot. There were also moment we just need our own time alone and respect the personal boundaries but not this time… when I know you deserves much better than him. You know, I’ll let you go if you have found that person that make you a queen of his heart, not someone who make you only for his amusement park between his relationship and his wife. I just wish that you wake up soon and realized that you do deserve more. Wake up soon dear…

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